i have goosebumps. and wonderful feelings beaming around me. and goodness. and love. and wonder for the future week. month. and years ahead of me.

but as we all do...i have a rock. in a very hard place. it can be lived and worked around. but its there, it always will be. here is my rock....its a simple phrase, "what i don't know, doesn't hurt me". a simple motto that many love to live by. their reason for living by it? maybe for safety. security. peace. to be able to live nicely in the world that is around them: or the world that they created around them. and they don't want to know.

OK...they don't want to know so it doesn't hurt them. BUT what if lack of knowing hurts someone else??? then what is gained? someone has to pay the price. poo. really POO. there will always be differences in opinions and philosophies and religion and understanding. yes, of course. but WOW.

LOVE. LOVE. LOVE. LOVE. LOVE. start and end and middle.........LOVE.